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Saturday, November 24, 2018

GENETIC MIX UP (photomorph) & WELL ENOUGH ALONE (mixed format dream poem) by Roswila


WELL ENOUGH ALONE

go figure! a blonde gene
in our family, affording a color
that doesn't darken
with age -- but, wait, there is
a hitch and isn't there always:

it's activated
only by the XY chromosomes paired,
men have all the luck!

however, it seems
I'm the only one in our family
at all interested,
the rest ignore both me and this fact:
as trivial? obvious? just plain dumb?

I'd still like to see
if we can produce a gorgeous blonde,
even if a male;
my distant cousin, a handsome black
man with long dreadlocks, frowns at me,

seeming to say "There you go again, why
can't you ever just leave well enough alone?"


[three tanka with one dreamku (the small 3-liner), capped by a two-liner on a dream of 11-23-18. Don't ask me, I dunnoh! :-) I have some tentative guesses as to where it came from and none are any great shakes. However, I suspect there's some deeper stuff I'll touch on once I have a few minutes to sit with its images. Actually, it hits me right now: the dream's another way of saying "The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence." Photomorph "Genetic Mix Up" (10-20-09 7665v2h) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

Thursday, November 22, 2018

COLOR WILL OUT (photo) & NO MATTER WHAT (free verse dream poem) by Roswila


NO MATTER WHAT

no matter what she does
the true, vibrant colors
keep returning

she cannot get the white dots
on a black background
to last longer than it takes her
to step back and view
her most recent effort
from a distance

while she's busy each time
assessing overall composition
and placement of the various size
white dots, and the dimensions
of the black square on which they
reside, she's flashed yet again
by warm colors and pastel colors
or neon brights or greens
or blues or a harvest of orange,
of course, harvest orange, it is
after all, Thanksgiving Day
tomorrow

yeah, maybe that's the clue:
she'd gone to sleep requesting
clear guidance through this
tremendously rough patch, this
nearly impossible row to hoe,
that she calls her life right now

and here it is: you cannot
look at things in black and white,
no matter how much simpler
you believe it should make things,
nor even how terribly hard
you keep trying


[free verse poem based on a dream of 11-21-18. As I turned over to go to sleep last night, I did actually ask my dreams for clear guidance. :-) Hope your THANKSGIVING's been healthy and happy. BTW, I've been watching over a defrosting freezer for my Thanksgiving activity. And let me tell you (blushing), it's a long tour of duty, so to speak! Photo "Color Will Out" (10-20-18 7664v3) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post)
; TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

SHARING THE WEALTH (photo) & THE WOMAN WHO WAS DYING (free verse dream poem) by Roswila


THE WOMAN WHO WAS DYING

the woman who was dying the other night,
brings me gift after gift tonight; the most
welcome one she seems totally unaware
of: she's not only still alive but not dying
(at least not any time soon, it seems)
... I can't recall what the gifts were,
though I can still feel their imprints
in the back of my waking mind
gathering interest again like water
seeping into footprints at sea's edge,
but they do all appear to echo my artistic
interests and offer glimpses of new
ways to place and organize things,
and I recall exploring each gift in turn
as she handed it to me, then momentarily
setting it aside, overwhelmed
and grateful ...
:-) dreamer! can you say
"substitute mother"?


[free verse poem on a dream of 11-19-18. Photo "Sharing the Wealth" (9-28-18 018v2) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post)
; TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

THE COSMOS DREAMS UP ROSES (photomorph) & THE MAN OF FEW WORDS (dream tanka series) by Roswila


THE MAN OF FEW WORDS

the man of few words
speaks volumes with his smile
as he ushers me
gently to a meal he's set out
for me at the long outdoor table

I'd hoped to make this
a take-out meal, my need to be alone
intense as always,
but this stranger's accommodating
and the food very nicely presented

okay, I say, and sit,
it also helps that he then steps away,
into the shadows
and that there's only one other
diner "al fresco," and she's distant

it's quite odd to be
the focus of generosity one
hasn't earned, to be
treated so well simply out of
a stranger's own desire to do so


[tanka series on a dream of 11-18-18. Photomorph "The Cosmos Dreams Up Roses" (11-20-18 002v5) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

Monday, November 19, 2018

THE FUTURE IS TEAL BLUE (photo) & THE COLOR OF IT ALL (free verse dream poem) by Roswila


THE COLOR OF IT ALL

I see a man in a white coat
pulling and pulling and pulling
an incredible length of billowing
teal blue out of the round
entrance to an MRI machine;
I'd call him a doctor but it's too
easy to assume that of a white-
coated person; yet though I don't
know if he's a doctor or not, I
somehow know I'm lying in that
huge tube and that the teal blue
cloud or water-like waves he's
unfurling from it like an unending
length of deep blue-green cloth,
is every last bit of my fat; yeah,
not only my present day excess
poundage, but every bit I'd dropped
across the years (and subsequently
regained ... and more); yikes! how
can what gave me massive trouble
and pain (and still does) be such a
beautiful and even peaceful color?
and more worrisome, this entire
procedure has to be some sort of
a scam; it's hard enough to believe
my present day overweight could
be so readily dispensed of, but to
accept that all of the boomeranging
weight of the many years gone by
is also coming off me, right along
with it? no, that's a huge negatory;
yet to my utter surprise I begin to
enjoy seeing this teal blue (what
can only be called a) miracle
rippling proudly in the light,
like a banner to freedom long
fought for and won at last


[free verse poem on a dream of 11-18-18. Hoo-eee! Talk about a wish fulfillment dream! I also note that I saw the color blue again -- see yesterday's dream poem that ends with royal blue in it. Photo "The Future is Teal" (5-27-15 026v2c) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post)
; TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

Sunday, November 18, 2018

FROZEN FALL (photomorph) & ON BEING ALONE (tanka series capped by a two-liner on a dream) by Roswila


ON BEING ALONE

what a busy night!
and the upshot of it all, well,
really rather sad:
I may have to let go of a waking life
friendship the same way I did hers

nothing dramatic
about it -- unless one counts the fact
that toward the dream's end
she was dying and I wanted so to be
there for her but she quietly ignored me

and the dream started
out with such shine, almost literally,
George Clooney starring
in a sci-fi scenario, he -- and all the
rest of us -- about to freeze to death

but he's determined
as hero to unlock one of the thermostats
frozen by the cold
or jammed with malicious will by some
alien creature on the space station

all our moods sparkle
as does the frost on his face plate:
he'll warm us again
.... then comes the segue to the next
scene: a simple doorway ingress of Mr. X

why he's so anxious
to show me the large cup/floor lamp he's
headed to install
in his room I don't know, but as always
Mr. X's smile can't be beat by any sunrise

even as he beams
at me, he's passing by, going someplace
else (he always is) --
he'd probably find it odd how nourished I
am by these fugitive encounters of ours ...

then, an odd, nascent
ménage à trois with a tall blonde young man
out of my lost past
and the woman mentioned above -- she's not
yet obviously ill, though acting withdrawn

but not from the man,
only from me, so much so that I wonder
why I'm even here,
and why he's trying to set down guidelines
and determine what the implications may be

a ménage à trois
can be chewed to death just like anything
else, and he and I
certainly have enough chemistry between
just the two of us as we talk and embrace

(hm, have I been the one
to put the woman away from me at some
deep level? is her
dying a strategic and necessary
withdrawal?) ... then there's her car

it waits at the curb
for her and a friend of hers I now realize
is always nearby,
I approach hesitantly to more closely
appreciate the beautiful blue tire covers

they've been macraméd
out of sisal in the same blue color
as the glistening
auto itself, and I remember that royal
blue is her favorite of all the spectrum

I bend to explore
one of the intricately knotted tire covers
but cut my urge short --
it's time for her to leave with no delay, and I'm
now willing to let her go, sans hurt or regret

she's been partnered all along and still is:
I'm the one who's been alone


[tanka series capped by a two-liner on a dream of 11-18-18. There was actually quite a bit more to this novella length dream. This tanka series reflects the highlights, the portions that hit home. Maybe I'll do something with those bits and pieces I left out some other time, maybe not. They're already fading away. In fact, I think those unrecorded bits were more like window dressing and even in some instances attempts to distract myself from the important, difficult stuff. Anyway, I can rest easy that if any of those bits are important they'll turn up in a future dream in some disguise or other (:-D). Photomorph "Frozen Fall" (11-18-18 017v8a) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

* * * *
until next time, keep dreaming,





[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post)
; TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.