A TOUCHING ARRANGEMENT (photo) & PROXIMITY (free verse dream poem) by Roswila

PROXIMITY

a sexy younger man and I hold each other
close everywhere we go; it's very exciting
and a lot of fun, too; it all started with
him just leaning a bit toward me each
time we'd meet up as if backed by a brief
burst of wind, even as I held back; then
the leaning gradually became mutual
and ultimately advanced quickly into this
holding each other on-the-move; leading me
to finally understand what some men mean
when they reply to their woman's question
"So why the hell did you sleep with that other
woman?!" with one word "Proximity...,"
and shrugging like embarrassed little boys;
yeah, before this delicious guy in my arms,
I'd been deeply hooked for way too long
on yearning after a man who was rarely
around, and all it's taken to redirect
that intense attachment of my passionate
longing? an intriguing, sexy man who has been
around and kept moving closer to boot
no matter my self-protective habit of distance,
until now we find ourselves here, naked
and embracing in front of a large wall mirror:
see!? this is where the real connection gets
made, not in the mind's yearning, not even
in its sometimes magical reaches,
but in the proximity of bodies


[free verse poem on a dream of 11-14-17. Photo "A Touching Arrangement" (11-9-17 006v3) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,

[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

SURPRISED BY THE LIGHT (photomorph) & OLD TRICKS (non-dream free verse poem) by Roswila

OLD TRICKS

I'm just a lonely old bag of useless tricks,
dragging around like someone else's
forgotten shadow

at least Felix the Cat has magic in his valise,
I'm just a lonely old bag of useless tricks
yearning to be picked up and spilled across
the evening sky like a shocking field
of new stars

but I'm just a lonely old bag of useless tricks,
a wish for emptiness the only one I ever make
on the first star I spot in a dark and distant sky

yeah, I'm just a lonely old bag
of useless tricks,
yearning ... and wishing ...
and waiting, always
waiting


[non-dream free verse poem written 11-14-17. Felix the Cat's Magic Bag of Tricks. Photomorph "Surprised By the Light" (11-2-17 011v9a) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,

[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

DARE SHE BELIEVE? (photo) & CRAZY (dream narrative) by Roswila

CRAZY

my woman friend's large bodied as I am,
but young and dark-haired -- we squeeze into
her compact car, and although I'm not driving
I sit on the left side for the wheel's on the right

no, we're not in a foreign country, just good
old U. S. of A., New York City, no less,
and headed uptown, back to a small, ground
floor department store to get something I've
regretted not buying when I saw it there
earlier as I hobbled by on foot

I look over at her quickly when I realize she's
not her usual effusive self, in fact, she's not saying
anything at all ... yikes! her eyes are shut, and her
shoulder length hair's become a messy tumble
around her face as the car speeds north
up Lexington Avenue which is one way south,
not to mention she's passed out behind
the wheel!

as I fumble with my arthritic left foot for the brakes
(yeah, they're on the left, go figure, I couldn't
in the dream and can't now) I start shaking her
shoulder, trying to wake her -- but neither effort
accomplishes anything except that my left foot hits
the accelerator, the last thing it should be doing
-- where are the damn brakes? lots of pedal-like
mechanisms flop around on the floor
but none of them do anything helpful
and some are even clearly insane in design
and action!

well, maybe this is what I get for trying to take
the easy way, to avoid having to get back to that
store under my own steam -- yeah, this is what
happens all too often when I give the wheel
to someone else and let them
drive me crazy


[narrative on a dream of 11-12-17. What I'm left most curious about in this dream is what did I regret not buying. When the word "buy" or the concept of "buying" comes up in my dreams it most often is referencing a belief. What one chooses to believe, or can't believe. What have I chosen not to believe, or can't believe? Can't buy? The curiosity is so strong I just now went to the Tarot (online) and got The Star card. Sigh. The card most associated with hope; in fact, it's often Her flag word. And as I've mentioned here before I'm sure, I wrestle with hope, trying to reject it, as in my experience it only lets me down. Nay, drops me hard and from a great distance on my pointed little head! This is a big surprise to have what I've not bought and now regret not buying, turn out to be hope. And also to see how I fight reclaiming it ... well, even as I type all this I feel part of me trying to speed away from accepting that I need to have hope, even want it. ACK. Of course all this begs the question of hope about what? And, aye, there's the rub! The great big gnarly itchy cutting rub. BTW, that it's my left foot -- which is actually very arthritic -- aiding and abetting the car's dangerous unguided speeding, says that it's my conscious self that's part of this problem. "Left" being associated to left brain, and the more conscious functions. "Right" to right brain, and the less conscious functions. That driver is clearly my younger self who was not only rather "unconscious" back then, but whose influence I'm still less conscious of than I'd like to think. Oh, last thing: I find that inversion of driver on right and passenger on left interesting. Need to think more on it. Many ways to look at it. Photo "Dare She Believe?" (11-2-17 011v2d) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,

[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.

AUTUMN EVENING (photomorph) & JUST ... LIKE ... THAT (non-dream free verse poem) by Roswila

JUST ... LIKE ... THAT

how can I want more of you
(and I do, I sorely do) when you've
already given me so much just
by brushing up against my life,
now and then, like fall leaves,
warm with color, delicate of touch

for what would the stealthy approach
of winter be without your tumble
of transformations, reminding me
not to waste time grasping after
what falls through each moment
but to be with the rhythm
of it's dance down the sky
towards the earth's pillow

for whatever tumbles
is gone in a flash or
in a sinuous glide,
but it is gone,
and just
like
that


[non-dream free verse poem written 11-10-17. Photomorph "Autumn Evening" (10-26-17 011v8) by Roswila]

PLEASE NOTE: in most browsers you can click on the above image for a larger version. Also, the photo accompanying a post is not necessarily meant to illustrate it, but to reflect some small, even slant aspect of the verse, similar to Japanese haiga (illustrated haiku).

There are many other sorts of posts on this blog. I indicate which are about or influenced by dreams. Some non dream focused posts are book reviews, "regular" poems (some by other writers), scifaiku, writing exercises, Tarot haiku, photos, haiga, and so on. However, most of those are in much older posts. There's a listing by month going back to early 2006, at the end of the sidebar.

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until next time, keep dreaming,

[a/k/a Patricia Kelly]
**** If you wish to copy or use any of my writing or poems, please email me for permission (under “View my complete profile”). Roswila's other blog (dedicated to her photos only, i.e. no poetry or other writing; daily post); TRYING TO HOLD A BOX OF LIGHT.